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♥ Sick and Emo~
Sunday, August 24, 2008 -{'04:26
24th August 2008, Sunday

Am on duty.... feeling better from my sore throat, running nose and mild fever =) Baby was so worried la... I'm sorry... =x
It all started few days back when i was watching 'WANTED' with Roy back in our dorm... I ate 2 bottles of pringles, 1 whole packet of Wang Wang Xian Bei, and one can or cheese sticks one shot!!

Then the next day my throat started to itch a little... yet I carried on drinking and eating peanuts while playing chess and checkers upon the invitation on one of my colleagues. The very next day woke up with serious hang over, sore throat and running nose. Yesterday, fever developed. My whole body was so tired... But in order not to let baby worry too much, I talked on the phone with her, Msn with her.... Continue to sleep late even though she had wanted me to turn in early to rest my sick body.

Recently Baby has requested to talk lesser on phone because she wants me to have more rest, instead of sacrificing my sleep to accompany her. She loves me alot... But I too love her so much! I wanna talk to her, keep her away from the feelings of loneliness... I want her to feel my presence... That's why I'm sacrificing my sleep... I want her to be happy even though I'm not by her side. There are times when I see the sms she sent me, I immediately want to fly back..... I know I can't. I have to deal things the sensible way. It's a test, a test of time, distance and how strong the feeling is... I won't compromise my job... Without a stable job, I wouldn't be able to provide her with the kind of life we want. We have plans.... plenty of them. We'll work hard toward the common goal we set for right, Baby? I won't give up half way, you can't too...

Have already booked the hotel at Genting Highland. its confirmed that baby, me and Gerald are making our way up in October when Gerald and I are back in town for our home leave... Booking has been confirmed. So happy. We're finally going to Genting. My last trip was 12 years back. This time round I have Baby with me... =) So fortunate, feels so blissful...
On our way back from Genting, we'll also stop by KL, and JB for clubbing trips, shopping trips. I promise to get Baby a cushion for her to hug on when I'm away from her. She also suggested we make a set of spectacles, same design same colour.. but it has gotta look good on both of us.... Gerald and I will get our tattoo of friendship done in KL most probably..

Am so looking forward to the trip. The very next thing I'm really expecting is spending time with Baby and her two sisters. I'll be bringing them out for dinner, Ktv session, maybe bowling maybe ice skating... depends... But all after all, I just want to have a chance to understand them more, interact with them more.. vice versa...

It feels so great when Gene told me, 'actually I only dislike u like 10%' ..... that means its improving... The feeling of being disliked is really so so so so terrible... Been chatting with Baby on the phone, and her sister thru ebuddy... I'm really really putting in any effort I can to make everyone feels happy as well as easy... Hope one fine day, I'm appreciated... =)

p.s Everything I do, I do it for you~~ Baby.... countdown 46 days!! *Loves and Misses and Hugs and Kisses*

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    • Ng Jun Tai
    Sagittarius guy,
    born on the 2nd December
    1986. 22 this year(2008).
    Of course I'm a Singaporean,
    but am very proud to be
    posted to work overseas (rather unfortunate also).
    Anyway, my career tour's gonna be like
    either a year, or 2.
    ending next year sept, mayb?
    I dunno yet.
    I'm all alone here.
    Friends envy me
    for earning a lot more,
    never have they
    thought that I envy them of the friends
    they have around them.
    I miss home...
    I miss my friends...
    I miss my Laopo...
    But I'm standing strong.
    Cheer for me,
    stand by me,
    and support me!!
    Thanks...

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