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♥ So short yet so long

Tuesday, September 16, 2008 -{'09:10

16th September 2008, Tuesday

Today's gonna be really really busy for me. Loads and tonnes of work to be done, yet I'm still updating my blog!! -_-"
As all can see, my blog skin has been changed, no longer as emo as before... no longer as saddist as before... no longer as lonely as before.. all because I'm not gonna be on my own again, as I have my Laopo with me, supporting me, motivating me, waiting for me, love me, care me... =) Making me the happiest person on earth, and at the same time, the most fortunate...

Had a little argument few days back, cos she's going to sentosa after her post night~ *faintz*
She was going with her bunch of ex-collegues, which also includes him... But I swear, I trust baby and am pissed off because she's going straight after post night.. I suggested she take the day off, so she could enjoy herself... but ya.... of cos she didn't want to as the allowance for night shift is high! End of the day, I compromise, leave the decision up to her, because I love and respect her...

Later on, she decided to give the sentosa trip a miss, and instead just turn up for the dinner... I know Baby just didnt want me to be worried... She loves me too... All after all, we're good, doing great and managing well. Had a good talk and ya, she knows what I'm thinking and I too know what she thought of...

Baby's been waking up as early as 3plus in the morning to gimme morning call, for the fear that i couldn't wake up on time to work. I'm really touched, sincerely touched... Never in my life has anyone persist on giving me morning calls at those wee hours.. She did... Though a million times i told her not to, she insisted... Once again, she loves me more then I could have expected. Silly her~~

Anyway, days are passing, time is flying... For all we know, its only another 24 days and I'll be back in Singapore... Looking forward, really.... The schedule I've come up with for my stay in Singapore... almost everyday spending with Baby... I've been away from her... and when I return, I'm gonna dedicate most of my time to her... She told me 'I need you'... That melts me... She calls me Laogong in her sweet gentle tone.... that melts me even more! To many out there, whatever she has done for me might be small deal... Buut to me, she means the whole world... simply because, she's waiting for me... alone~

p.s : Baby, I know u love me just like I do, I know u care bout me and want me to be the best in everything, but i really hope u'll stop giving me morning call because I dun wanna depend on u.... in stead, I'll let u depend on... rest assure, Laogong's gonna be always always be there for u =)
Love's all around, especially when u didnt realise... Just like me and her, G&G!

♥ What else can I say??

Monday, September 8, 2008 -{'23:37

8th September 2008, Monday

Moment of silence again and yet again,
people changes rapidly I don't know what to say.
Even though I'm putting in my best,
why does the situation still remains the same?

Sometimes no doubt I'll start to think this way,
am I the damn culprit why her feelings changed?
Now that I've won her heart she keeps assuring me,
insecurity was the reason why this had to be.

Contradictions happened and someone starts to hint,
that she hated me so much wouldn't even talk to me.
I thought happiness was what should surround us,
only to find out that was wishful thinking on my part.

After so many rounds of playing hide and seek,
finally she came back to me with her love and care so deep.
I wouldn't want to share but it was so hurting,
Said I was fake and a big bad guy my forte was bragging!

I've put in effort I've put in time no matter how busy I am,
just to ensure she's happy though we're at different ends.
Now let me say this once again and announce it to the world,
Who I need and want to be with is none other then HER.

Allow me to make my promise and swear upon my life,
if I'd ever let her down, GOD please let me die.
Just to complete my vow I'll tell you people who she really is,
this girl who have touched my heart, is GRACE, SIA XIN YI.

♥ 34 more days and counting down...

Thursday, September 4, 2008 -{'13:48

4th September 2008, Thursday

Recently been rather busy... gotta work, gotta pei baby chat~~ quite stress also... buut still able to take it... People are complaining that my blog is too wordy. So from now on, I'll try K.I.S.S, which is keep it short simple.

Nothing much to update, also no new pictures to share. Just that I'm really looking forward to be back in Sg in oct... Miss her so much, miss my bike so much... Then my friend needs help also. KJ is troubled, shared her woes with me... think she reallt trust me alot... thanks her for the trust.

But it also hurts me in a way that my friend is suffering from stress and troubles.. how i want to help her as much... but my ability is just that much... =x

Next thing is Baby... sometime she emo, i also dunno why... then sometimes i emo... -_-" like hell of a taking turn thing... But like she said, we're both strong enough... jiayou jiayou jiayou!!

34 more days to go nia~ =)

*i miss my baby, love my baby.... *